Somehow I Fed Up

kadang-kadang, bila kita baik, tolong orang, ada saja yg tidak kena...

kadang-kadang, saya rasa pertolongan saya tidak dihargai...

bila saya cakap "tidak dapat", kena paksa-paksa pula...

saya baru mula bekerja, duit pun belum stabil... tapi mcm kena minta2 pula...

ada ni 1 situasi, saudara minta tolg...urusan tanah katanya... jadi saya pun tolong la... siap bagitau boss saya skali... nasib boss saya tidak cakap mo minta bayar untuk buka file... ok la ba tu kan? saya guna smua ilmu2 yg saya tau untuk tolg kasi selesai tu kes tanah... telefon sana sini... bagi telunjuk macam mana mo kasi selesai... orang kampung kan...susah sikit mau faham prosedur ni...tapi ada juga saya bagitau, kalau mo kasi selesai ni kes tanah memang kluar duit juga... ntah faham ka tidak tu... takkan mo kasi kluar duit saya kan? saya suda guna telefon saya, bil melambung bah RM100+ gara2 telefon sana sini...

blum lagi selesai tu kes tanah, datang lagi sms, bagitau pasal bil telefon, cakap ada tindakan undang-undang suda... surat dari lawyer la kunun... bah... itu urusan dia sama orang tua saya... kejadian dorg tu berlaku waktu saya masih budak lagi... jadi, saya bertanggungjawab ka? sapa suruh dia p kasi pinjam nama dia sama orang tua saya... dia tanggung la smua tu liability... mo harap saya p bagitau orang tua saya? berbuih buih mulut suda saya cakap... dia langsung tidak faham.... kalau saya yang p cakap org tua saya, kami begaduh bah... ntah dia faham ka tidak... tu urusan dorg, sendiri la dia p cakap, kenapa pula saya? bagitau bil mencecah RM1k ++ konon... bah, tula kau p kasi pinjam2 nama... nah skrg saya jadi selfish suda, sbb saya betul2 fed up tu perangai... ramai bagitau saya yg tu bukan urusan saya....

mengkali dia nampak saya sama mama saya p KL kan....jadi dia ingat kami berduit la konon... tolong la... saya kikis gaji saya OK? habis bah bikin blanja tu mama saja...sbb mama saya sendiri 'kounsikang'... tapi brabis mo p konvokesyen saya... ikut hati, mmg sy tdk mau p tu konvo...senseg kenegi...takkan dia expect saya p minta2 duit dari tunang saya pula kan.... hampir ba saya minta duit dari tunang saya bikin langsai tu hutang telekom saja... kima... nasib tunang sy p marah2 sy... dia blang tu bukan urusan saya.... lamaaa sy befikir.... sampai tidak bole tidur.... ntah brapa hari saya marah2.... kena marah2 boss lagi... menangis2 lg saya call sy punya anty bilin.... sbb sy tidak tau mcm mana mo settle... tp last2 sy fikir balik.... saya sendiri ada hutang ptptn RM20k..... blum bayar lg.... kenapa sy mo kisah tu telekom yg RM1k ? tu urusan dorg, sila selesai sendirii...

minta maaf la saya selfish... tapi saya sendiri ada problem yg blum selesai...sekian

GAJI

ya, gaji.

saya sedang menunggu gaji saya.

staff lain dapat sudah.

ntah la apa ni akauntan mau, tp sy 1 org saja dia kasi delay tu gaji.

dulu sy pernah apply ni legal firm, tp email sy tida kena reply.... but my cousin suruh lagi apply, so sy apply n baru ada respon... so bila saya berjaya dapat kerja  dalam ni firm, tu akauntan betul2 terkejut... antara sebab mungkin BOSS tidak bagitau dia ATAU, dulu email pertama saya dia baca tapi dia IGNORE. Means, dia sabotaj application saya, dia tdk mau orang baru masuk. 8-}

Apapun dari cerita yang saya dengar, dia lama suda dalam tu firm, sejak tu firm kena buka lagi...jadi dia mmg orang lama yg sangat sangat lama.... datang lambat like 9.40am and balik awal like 4.30pm (kalau ada BOSS baru dia balik lewat skit) thats why dia kena panggil J.LO the DIVA. Bila ada BOSS saja baru dia RAJIN-RAJIN. hish, annoying. Bila tengo dia, tidak lah mengugat sangat, but BILA DIA KASI DELAY GAJI SAYA, saya rasa d perbodohkan.

She's questioning on my salary sedangkan BOSS suda setuju saya punya REQUEST. She even ask my LETTER OF OFFER sedangkan BOSS cakap "NO NEED". Jadi saya berkeputusan untuk dengar cakap BOSS saja, cakap dia buat apa.

Dia pikir mungkin budak2 chambering ni layak RM800 saja. Sorry la, d semenanjung at least dorg bagi RM1000-RM3000. Kami ni bukan atas kelayakkan SPM, tau ka? Skrg ni kami dalam proses mau TRAINING, complete the requirements before admitted to the Bar.

Yawning...

Masuk suda 2 minggu saya kerja sini AK & P

Jadi sy tidak sabar mo gaji hahahaha sebabbbbb nanti mau p shah alam.....!!! konvokesyennnnnnnn buat kali ke-2 ...yehaaaa ni kali datang dgn mama saya hihi... we overcome the financial situation :) thanks ayang ku perry....

ok jg kerja sini, less stress, less tasks... my boss wont allow me to do any secretarial job... wow... bagusnya... budak chambering d firm lain smua kena buli2 staff senior...

QUALIFIED PERSON

I am now officially a "qualified person". Heheheh...

The convocation will be held on 11th Nov 2013. I dont know if I can go. My mom really want to go but there's bit financial situation problem. Its hard to grow up in middle class family and we are not rich.

By the way, I am so thrilled doing my pupillage at ALLION KITINGAN & PARTNERS!! w00t w00t! Its not because of the job, but because of the "PAY". guaahahhaha wont tell u, but they accept my expected salary... Other firms will only offer me around RM800 to RM900... but this firm, I will say...wow... the pay is totally WORTH my DEGREES.

I actually dont care how many tasks will be given but I DO CARE ABOUT THE PAY hahaha...got bills to pay mahhhhh..... pay the viva also RM312... mahal juga ooo...minyak kreta lg...banyak blanja oo skrg +_+

almost there

everyone wants me to get a job. everyone wants me to be what they wanted.

to tell the truth, to be a lawyer is not an easy job. the pay is AWESOME, no kidding, but the stress and workloads are TWICE as much than the pay.

I thought my stress would be over after I finished my study, but it didn't.

But its okay, as usual, i will get used to it. I want to earn my own money and pay the bills.

I am very grateful because Perry was always there for me. Thank darling <3 I dont know what to do without you :)

now i realize that u r bitch

baru tepukul gong ni .....until sy kena sendiri
slama ni sy yg p back up
last2 sy sendiri kena juga
mcm pukima tau ka

dear bitch,
klau ko mo selalu menang n betul, tdk bole juga
sbb perangai mcm tu annoying
can u learn the word HUMBLE?
skarang sy sudah marah
mmg ko masuk suda la d black list sy
tlmpau byk benda saya bersabar dgn ko ni
skrg apa mo jadi, jadi la
ko mampus pn sy tdk mo ambil peduli
its always about you

NOW ITS MY TIME
I AM THE BOSS OF MYSELF
NOT YOU

faham?

_!_

TIRED

i am sooo tired. zzzzzzz,,,,,,, cant wait to go back to sabah and sleep as much as i want.... mr.p will never scold me for waking up late... :)

stresssss....
i need to focus and improve my study
im a bit down after been informed about my result of the criminal test
gahh!! sudahlah down pasal opinion writing...skrg criminal lg...
and now i am worried about my evidence test
berganda2 BITCH DIA NI
di tambah lagi kes housemate ni...haiyah

WHAT A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


arrghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! another couple months to go

with those all crap things happen to me, I JUST WANT TO SHUT THE FUCK UP

i have my own problem too. :(

bullshitting

ok first saya stress ni subjek opinion writing...kena ckp overconfident puiks...the truth is sy malassss suda mo buat subjek ko ni wahai dr.lim.... FED UP! semua student x suka subjek ko

second sy stress dgn org yg mau bullshit dgn saya....like i dont know anything... frankly speaking, i am now claiming for RECOGNITION.... so, if i give my opinion and u cant accept it then its up to you...i am a good observer so do not bullshitting me!

everyone seems to have their own issue including me. i am one of them who talk shits bout the other...but i am not one of them who blame others without checking out...

my lecturer once told me that dont believe everything he said....go and check whether any of his explaination is true or not. the point is, learn to find the answers yourself. and i did it.

living up my life

i watched this one korean drama series and the title is "personal taste"
one thing that caught my attention is the scene where the heroin was betrayed by her own bestfriend....i keep finding the reason why and finally i understand...

1) the heroin is so innocent that she dont know her own bestfriend hate her because of it
2) jealousy, annoyance, irritating
3) heroin didnt discover the world (katak d bwh tempurung)
4) she didnt know that she can do better until the hero came in action (lee min ho kyaaa) and transform her
5) she dont want changes

and i think the heroin should be thankful to the one who betrayed her because thats the only way to make her grow up and open her eyes that this world that we living in is not paradise. our world is not our safezone...it is our consciousness..

THE 13th ELECTION DAY

The question is whether do you want to be the government or opposition?

I want a better system without bribery and injustice.

Were they able to provide both?

Talking all blah blah blah in all of their manifesto and who gets the higher flag can't prove that they have whatever it takes because I believe every of us, human, has our own different perspectives and could be some of them only want to protect their own interests.

I bet majority of young voters didn't do background check of the nominated representative. That's why the most common question asked by them is "who should I vote?"

come on. this is not american idol or akademi fantasia. know your representative and find reason why you should vote them.

this is not about politics anymore. this is about WHO'S GOING TO PROTECT OUR FUTURE GENERATION INTERESTS?

We need someone to stand out and voice up our voice. Appoint one that who will care citizen's welfare.

you dont hate each other because of different political views.

young voters may get emotional sometimes, but its them who always seek for truth and justice. 

My life as LLB student

 feels like awesome in this picture! haha

but the truth is

I AM EXTREMELY TIRED AND 10 DECADES OF MY LIFE WERE TAKEN DUE TO LACK OF SLEEP AND DAYDREAMING

I don't even have my weekend! All packed with class, tests, assignments etc you name it!

FORTUNATELY~

i'm going back to Sabah by end of this month! Yippie! Can't wait till 18th April :p and meet my Mr.P <3

mo dating puas2 nie~ haha dating as in tutti frutti, jalan2 cari makan, makan ketam di salut, masak2 d rumah dannnnnnn sebagainyaaaaaaaa

 

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